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fuck. i'm like, STRESSED. things aren't looking good. and i know how to settle everything, i just need TIME. fuck.

ok, i bought a new pair or running shoes, hopefully i'll be running more, since i really need to shed off some of those pounds..

reasons to why i'm stressed:
failed G-qualification today, didn't make it for the 9G profile. fucking shit. 6sec GLOC on first attempt, 7 sec ALOC on 2nd attempt. came out of it with a sore neck and back.

next, cuz of the fever i had on 20th july, i missed 1.5 days of APT, which i have to make up for soon, and the next available is the week of 19th-23rd OCT. YES. FUCKING OCTOBER. guess wad? i'm required to reach marseille on the 22nd of october. SMILE. this whole system is fucking cock up.

1 day has passed. 4 more days to principles of flight exams. fuck.